December 17, 2011 at 6:24am
Norita Williams
WE ARE FACE THINGS IN LIFE THAT SEEM UNFAIR. THE WEBS THAT WE WEAVE AND SITUATIONS WE PUT OURSELEVS INTO SOMETIMES CAN BE UNBEARABLE. I HAVE BEEN TO THE POINT THAT I WANTED THINGS TO DISAPPEAR, I WANTED TO DISAPPEAR. AS I SIT HERE AND LOOK BACK OVER MY LIFE I OFTEN THINK WHY IN THE WORLD DID I DO THAT? I KNOW WE ALL HAVE THESE TIMES WHERE WE THINK BACK AND LOOK BACK AT WHAT WE HAVE COME THROUGH. IT IS SO AMAZING TO JUST SEE HOW GOD HAD MADE WAYS OF ESCAPE FOR ME. I COULD BE DEAD RIGHT NOW. SO MANY TIMES THE LORD WAS TRYING TO GET MY ATTENTION BUT I WAS TOO FOCUSED ON MYSELF AND NOT IN THE WILL OF GOD. I WAS NOT EVEN GOING TO CHURCH WHEN THESE THINGS WENT ON AND YOU WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I NEEDED TO BE ON MY KNEES CRYING OUT TO HIM. THAT IS EXACTLY WHERE I NEEDED TO BE!!!
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I HAVE FACED LIKE REJECTION, BEING CHEATED ON, LIED TO, ABUSED IN EVERY ASPECT OF THE WORD AND EVEN ABANDONED. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH A COUPLE OF WRECKS THAT SHOULD HAVE TAKEN MY LIFE. IF I HAD DIED I WOULD NOT HAVE MADE IT TO HEAVEN I CAN TELL YA THAT RIGHT NOW. I WAS NOT WHERE I NEEDED TO BE WITH THE LORD AT THE TIME. I WENT THROUGH SO MUCH ABUSE AND DIDN'T THINK I WAS WORTH IT. THIS PERSON GOT INTO MY MIND AND MANIPULATED ME INTO THINKING I WAS NO GOOD AND THAT I WAS STUPID. IN ALL MY LIFE I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO DOWN AND FELT SO WORTHLESS IN ALL MY LIFE.
THE GREAT THING THOUGH IS THAT GOD MADE THE WAY OUT FOR ME. HE MADE THE WAY OF ESCAPE. NOT ONCE DID HE PUSH ME OR EVEN MAKE ME FEEL SO SMALL. ACTUALLY HE HAD HIS ARMS STRECHED OUT AND WELCOMED ME BACK. HE HAS BEEN THE ONLY ONE THAT HAD NEVER LEFT NOR FORSAKEN ME. HE LOVED ME WHEN I WAS NOT LOVEABLE. HE WIPED AND CLEANED ME OFF AND JUST PUT HIS LOVE BACK INTO MY HEART.
IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 4 YEARS WHEN I LEFT ALL OF THE ABUSE. I HAVE BEEN GROWING SO MUCH IN THE LORD AND PREPARING MYSELF FOR WHAT HE HAS CALLED ME TO DO FOR HIM. I AM NOT ASHAMED TO SAY I AM CALLED TO PREACH AND TO DO MISSIONS. I LOVE MY LIFE AND I HAVE BEEN TRULY BLESSED IN EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE.
I THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR THE VERY BREATH THAT I BREATHE. I THANK HIM FOR THE MANY BLESSINGS HE HAS PLACED INTO MY LIFE. I KNOW AND REALIZE I AM NOTHING WITHOUT CHRIST. I WOULD HAVE NOT MADE IT TO THIS POINT IN MY LIFE WITHOUT GOD. I WAS NEVER FORGOTTEN!!!! I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS 4 YEARS AGO. THE LORD HAS TURNED MY LIFE COMPLETELY AROUND. NOT ONLY DID HE DO THIS FOR ME BUT HE CAN DO IT FOR YOU AS WELL........ GOD BLESS!!!!
THE GREAT THING THOUGH IS THAT GOD MADE THE WAY OUT FOR ME. HE MADE THE WAY OF ESCAPE. NOT ONCE DID HE PUSH ME OR EVEN MAKE ME FEEL SO SMALL. ACTUALLY HE HAD HIS ARMS STRECHED OUT AND WELCOMED ME BACK. HE HAS BEEN THE ONLY ONE THAT HAD NEVER LEFT NOR FORSAKEN ME. HE LOVED ME WHEN I WAS NOT LOVEABLE. HE WIPED AND CLEANED ME OFF AND JUST PUT HIS LOVE BACK INTO MY HEART.
IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 4 YEARS WHEN I LEFT ALL OF THE ABUSE. I HAVE BEEN GROWING SO MUCH IN THE LORD AND PREPARING MYSELF FOR WHAT HE HAS CALLED ME TO DO FOR HIM. I AM NOT ASHAMED TO SAY I AM CALLED TO PREACH AND TO DO MISSIONS. I LOVE MY LIFE AND I HAVE BEEN TRULY BLESSED IN EVERY AREA OF MY LIFE.
I THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR THE VERY BREATH THAT I BREATHE. I THANK HIM FOR THE MANY BLESSINGS HE HAS PLACED INTO MY LIFE. I KNOW AND REALIZE I AM NOTHING WITHOUT CHRIST. I WOULD HAVE NOT MADE IT TO THIS POINT IN MY LIFE WITHOUT GOD. I WAS NEVER FORGOTTEN!!!! I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS 4 YEARS AGO. THE LORD HAS TURNED MY LIFE COMPLETELY AROUND. NOT ONLY DID HE DO THIS FOR ME BUT HE CAN DO IT FOR YOU AS WELL........ GOD BLESS!!!!
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